Bo17's Xanga

Monday, June 02, 2008

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 23:16:04 GMT

I need a friend

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 22:37:14 GMT

when you cant stop the words that slip out of your mouth.
people drinking them up, spitting them back out
at you
your hands no longer used to touch things, but defend yourself.
you cry alone at night with no one around,
like a tree falling, but not making a single sound
your screams are silenced, but all you want is some help
so hold on, there is hope in the lord

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:42:10 GMT

the feelings you have stay the same...because no one tells you to change them,
Your feelings dont change because you dont change, you just learn to supress your real self,
Its not that you are constantly sad, but that you learn to value the happy times,
Its not that you dont know who you are, its that you cant find yourself on the bad days
Its not that you dont have blessings, its that sometimes the dark clouds cover them up

you have your good days, and your bad days
today was a good day..it still is a good day

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:33:00 GMT

6 months
tonight i smiled
tomorrow i will smile

He has my heart...and always will
My Savior....

Talking

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:58:59 GMT

Talking fixs everything...i recommend doing that if you have a problem with them..talk to them..not anyone else..unless they are a parent...especially if you are in high school

3 friendships saved tonight

because we talked

i love these boys

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 12:57:10 GMT

can you blame me?

Save us

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:30:40 GMT

Simple words we never knew,
The power behind what they put us through,
Now it's all begun
What it takes to make it real.
We're standing on the edge of this,
When our soul is gone what will we miss?
We lost what it takes to really make it feel.

But the better days behind us now,
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save, and can you save us?
Oh I can't go on out of rhythm with our time.

We hold these truths self evident,
The lies we used to represent
Who we are, because it was never meant to be.
And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
All about how it was never meant to be.

But the better days behind us now.
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save, and can you save us?
Oh I can't go on out of rhythm with our time.

Say the words, give it all the time you need.
Let it out, oh, just say anything.
Say the words and make them count,
Say them loud without a doubt.
Give us truth and nothing more,
Leave us wanting more and more.

Can you save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
Oh I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.
And can you say, you say, you'll save us?
I can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
Oh I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.

We're out of rhythm with our time.

this cant be safe

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 21:29:14 GMT

ive gone 20 days without posting??? gee wiz...im no longer a geek!!!!!

so throw me a freakn party...

You knew i couldnt keep avoiding this for forever...that eventually i would fall back into the dark side...yes

POSTING ON XANGA

(insert scary music)

Yay...im a geek again...i can breath

So for the past couple of months life has been getting me down...so what?

The sun is shining...and weather is AMAZING

I will show carpe diem down your throats..i dont care..i will have a good day..and i will go back to school tomorrow..

So load up the stang mum...im goin home

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:07:18 GMT

Stupid Butt model

what if i punched your Girlfriend?

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:54:11 GMT